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[crocodilesmiles]

oh my gosh you're totally jinxing it!

[quackery]

hahaha well if space zombies happen i apologize in advance but somehow i doubt it!

[crocodilesmiles]

it's okay i bet we'll be fine
but if we get space zombies
i'm giving you the biggest noogie ever for jinxing us!

[quackery]

haha i think if space zombies attack us a noogie will be the least of my worries

although i don't know what a noogie is so maybe i'm wrong

[crocodilesmiles]

a noogie is the most terrifying and embarrassing form of affection from one friend to another

i don't know

sounds like a close call to me!

[quackery]

well now you have to explain it to me!

oh speaking of not explaining things do you know if there's something up with oz lately?

[crocodilesmiles]

how about i show you
we can use oz for a demonstration, good suggestion!

tho really what kind of 'something up' are you worried about? id thinkt heres a lot
i know theres a lot
is he being dumb and not saying anything

[quackery]

hahahaha but you just said i should be afraid of it! i don't want you to do it

well like, we were talking and he was all, there's something really important i need to talk to you about, and then he just changed the subject to his cat but i didn't fall for it and then he was like, i'll tell you later i don't know how yet

i was just wondering if you knew something that might be on his mind. i mean apart from the obvious

[crocodilesmiles]

tell him that he can find the words if he tries
idk i think
tell him he needs to be honest about the things that scare him too
and that it's okay?? to do that
that his mask is slipping again
and yu worry no matter what
so im saying nothing makes it a bigger and bigger worry
instead of something to take in and process and work with
or help him with
idk oz is boy stupid he just has an extra helping of nobody likes me
he doesn't love himself
i think at all

[quackery]

i told him he was making me worry but i didn't want to pressure him too much if he really isn't ready to talk about it you know? i mean he should have the opportunity to say whatever it is on his own terms. i just want to make sure nothing seriously bad is happening to him right now. i mean he said it was something good, but...

i think you're right about that though. i wish he could see what a good person he is

[crocodilesmiles]

oz needs more pressure
i think
for things to make an impact
and a little understanding

i mean it is hard for a chronic liar not to lie

[quackery]

well i mean he has been getting better i think so we don't want to overwhelm him either! but i agree it's good for him to know that people care enough that they want to hear the truth from him

[crocodilesmiles]

don't get me wrong i love oz
but he is stupid
i mean he's smart but he is duuuuumb
it doesn't make an impact 'cause he keeps waiting for the other shoe to drop and
wow see we didn't mean it! i know people like that
they're afraid of either getting abandoned or of having people get hurt over them when thyer not "worth" it
can't train it out of them gotta just butt heads and say we care

[quackery]

yeah! i told him how much i cared about him and he said he trusts i'm telling the truth even if he can't understand it himself so i think we're taking a step in the right direction

so i guess we just have to keep going like that! it's just tough for people to see why others would think they're worthwhile when they can't see anything worthwhile there themselves. at least i think that's part of it

hey hey you know what we should do?

[crocodilesmiles]

no no what!

[quackery]

we should surprise him with something really nice so he'll know! i bet we could get gilbert and maybe caesar to help with it too

and i don't know lenalee but she always sounds nice every time he mentions her so maybe her too

although it might be tough since there isn't a lot of stuff to do on the moon...

[crocodilesmiles]

Lenalee is great! you'll love her you should spend time with her too

hmm

what about... a tea party? break saved all my teas and then we can figure out something for things to nibble on and everything! we can take over one of the vr rooms
set it up to be um... ask gil to help set it up to be like a good place for them back home?
and sun
lots of sunshine
and bring all the people oz is good with


that could work??

[quackery]

yeah totally! i know he likes tea

hey i know he likes books too, i wonder if some of us could use the transporter to go somewhere for a few hours and get some for him as a pick me up. maybe like a library and then we could go return them later!

[crocodilesmiles]

we can pick up some king arthur books! like the green knight, i think i saw something like that. oh! oh! uh.

hmmm he might like indian jones too but definitely king arthur and his knights!

[quackery]

yeah! i'll have to write these down and start making a list. i think he'd like anything with action and adventure in it!

this has to be a surprise though, that's the best kind of thing!

[crocodilesmiles]

that means no telling gil until right before too
gil is terrible i bet oz would smell a secret on him

[quackery]

oh yeah that's true... but you know it's gil i bet if we asked nice he would help us even if he didn't know what was going on!

[crocodilesmiles]

we can say it's for a friend who's feeling down... that could work!

[quackery]

yeah! umm who else... there's that kano person who he was telling fake fortunes with that one time

[crocodilesmiles]

kano and his friends in the dan, hmm...

let me think i can come up with more tomorrow!