"Yep." She doesn't deny reality in the way people tend to assume. It's just that he doesn't stop or fall back just because reality sucks; she spins what she can, sits on her insecurities, and looks for the better things. There is always something of a better thing, somewhere.

"Kind of up to us to do what we can, even in deciding when we can be happy, 'cause it's here and gone so fast. I know we can. Maybe not all in fighting, everyone doesn't have to fight like, with fists and weapons to make things change, but they can help by believing in anything. Even if it's that everything is shit. It'll be better and worse... Right now is more of the worse. Again."

Losing Exsilium how they had at the start of October had been worse before, but personal worst, and far reaching, hard to process worse, they're different.